• Happy Tuesday.

    I wonder how does it feel to be doing things for someone who does things for someone else.

    Just a thought tho.

  • Dark Shadows.

    I remember having nightmares. Of which I would woke up crying in the middle of night replaying ugly scenes that my mind created like a jammed old tape stuck in the video player. Over and over again Till everything made sense.

    That low stage was long gone. Taken over by hatred and later curiousity and obsession but never forgiveness. Never ever forgiveness.

    And they wonder why I flee at the first sign of doubts.


  • Jalan Kipas Jalan Pos.

    Long journeys begin with first steps. And that explains my presence here in Miri for a job interview. It went smoothly, I'd have to say, but hillarious in a way that I am pretty sure if it was on 9gag I will make it to the hot page.

    Anyhows it felt really good to be out of the office and not seeing my colleagues even for one day. Like I said, homeworks are tiring. So is walking in uncomfortable shoes. Saw a pretty pair at Lea Centre in Imperial Mall just now and was tempted to pecah puasa shopping but luckily mind is still able to rationalize things. Danger alert. Must stay away from malls.

    And oh, bought a Mother's Day card last weekend and realized I only had the envelope with me. Noob abis.

    Okay toodles xx.

  • 3 S-es that Stole my Sleep.

    1. Smash
    2. Suits
    3. Small Street

    Shit.

  • 1992.

  • Smash.

    Yes , it does get to me. To hear, to read, to see carefree people just doing without thinking. Never applying the causal-effect theory in life.

    How did they do it?

    Cause I just cant.

  • Faces.

    Lost my gold chain. Had the nagging of the lifetime (not my first time). I hate this place. I hate everything here and the people too. I wanna go home.