This is Me Writing.
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Gone Fishing.
When Margaret told me that she might adopt me, I knew today was going to be no ordinary day.
I was right.
:)
It has been a while since camera phones are the coolest thing ever. and it was proven that I took better pictures than you muahaha.
xoxo. -
Of Denials and Goodbyes.
What was she thinking, when she knew she was never good enough. After all, she was the one who came later in his perfect world. All these while, she always came second. A temporary source of happiness, the one he turned to when he felt in need, the one he mistaken his feelings for. When the time finally comes, when he finally made his mind, when he finally sees, that she is not the one for him - he will be desperate to shake this burden off his shoulders. The worst part is - he was denying it from the beginning.
Worse, Mr Rockmelon was not being helpful.
xx.
Sent roomie of to hometown. The house is eerily silent. I couldnt bear with this anymore.
Boohoo me for being emotional. -
E : But on one condition.... forever.
B : That is what I am asking for.
E : Marry me. -
New Moon.
The silence. Killing her softly as she stepped into the empty space. Full with unwanted boxes but empty with laughter, with cheerful voices. with teases and chuckles. All of a sudden she felt a chill down her spine. Her stomach curled sending negative vibes to her brain. Sooner or later, she will be alone. Alone, alone, alone.
xx.
My friend of ten years who made me this turned a year older, but pardon me for not being able to create an equal reply on your birthday cause this guy told me not to.
Happy one year older, Jackie. :))) -
Farewell, Semester Four.
The white haired guy in blue checkered shirt, blue faded jeans, classic trainers and black and white screen Nokia phone attached to his belt came up to me, took my exam papers and apologized for keeping me waiting.
I smiled, told him "you're alright. I'm just glad this is over."
and I meant it.
:) -
If It Makes You Happy,
it wont be that bad.
Sometimes I wish this curiosity inside me could lessen a bit. That I could hold myself over the temptation of knowing the unknown. Because what you dont know wont hurt you. That ignorance is a huge bliss. And the wise ones know better.
Sometimes I wish my self esteem could be higher. That I would stop wishing if only I was a tad prettier. Not that I am sure that will make me happy. But comparing myself to you just enhance my billion flaws. Tell me what you see in me.
Sometimes I wish I could take it all off my mind. That I should stop thinking and emphasizing on the pessimist side. To smile and be grateful of what I already have. To stop wanting more. To stop caring less.
All this while I have been wishing upon a falling star,
and everyone knows stars dont always fall.
and that is exactly why I wish I never wished so hard. -
Just because I'm losing, doesnt mean I'm lost
Just because I'm hurting, doesnt mean I'm hurt
Just because I'm upset, doesnt mean I'm sad
Just because I'm down, doesnt mean I've fallen
I just need to be on my own. -
Tell Me, How Do You Like Me Now?
My days are lacking of colours.
After two bloody years, I think it needs a makeover. -
2012.
"The day when people stop fighting for each other
- that's the day people lose their humanity"
